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Windle Webster posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
To Rob and Suzanne, Sorry about lost , just wanted you to know your in our prayers. From, Windle Webster and Family
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Luann and Nicky Stallings posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
I was shocked and deeply saddened to hear of Phillips accident. We will miss him on the "Red neck beach Party's" Susan and Gary's creek. Please feel free to call if you need anything.
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Deanna Harp posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Suzanne, I am so sorry about your loss. Your family is our prayers.
Deanna Bowen Harp
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Peggy posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
I will miss you more than you could ever imagine. RIP, big brother. I love you. Peggy
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Your little sister, Teri posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
I miss you dearly Phil. Mom, Dad and Karen have received you into their arms far too soon just as we have lost you far too soon. Till we meet again for Indian rides in heaven...rest in peace. I love you, Teri
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Kimberly Johnson posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
I will never forget the gatherings and Robin and Stephanies with Pop..He cared deeply for his family and it showed..Love you all!
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Tracy Cartwrigjht posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Anne, Suzanne, and Rob I was so sad to hear of Phillip's passing. He always made me laugh. Your precious family is in my thoughts and prayers. Love Tracy
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Cindy Pedigo posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Soooooo sorry for your loss. Phillip left us with many good memories behind that we can hold on to. He always made me laugh. And I know Ann that he loved you deeply. It showed.
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Sharon posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Mrs. Houston, You are in our thoughts and prayers. Roy & Sharon Morgan Former owners of Roy's Chevron and Roy's 66 in Lebanon
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Sandi Flores posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
I miss my brother so much. Life will NEVER be the same without him. He was the shining light of laughter and love for so many people. I carry him in my heart every day.
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Kayla Dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
papa, i miss you so much. i cant wait till i come to heaven and get to hug you and kiss you again. life without you is so different and so very hard. i keep thinking to myself how am i going to live my life without you, why did God have to take you from us soooo soon. its hard for me to imagine life without you, but i know its all apart of God's plan. I know that He doesn't give us obstacles that we can't overcome, i just don't see how i am going to overcome this. i miss you so very much already and its only been two weeks barely. i can't stand it anymore. i keep hoping i'll wake up and it be a dream, or i keep hoping and praying that you'll come sneaking around the corner and scare one of us. i know that it was just your time to go, but i wasn't ready for you to go yet. I didn't even get to say bye. I was looking forward to seeing you that wednesday, but God had bigger plans for you the day before(the day you passed). I love you so very much and i wish you were still here with us. I miss coming over and talking to you, seeing you, and laughing at all your jokes. you were and still are my hero, my role model. you were never afraid of taking risks/chances. you did what you wanted yto and i admire you for that. you passing has made me and everyone shed so many tears. you were so very loved by many many people and you also touched the hearts of a lot. the funeral home was so packed both nights and saturday day. i never heard so many good stories about you in my life. everyone i talked to said you made them laugh, and they also told me how they knew how much you loved me and that they knew i had a special relationship with you. i know i had longer with you than the other gran-kids, but i was expecting even more time with you. i was looking forward to you being at my graduation, my wedding, and even getting to see my kids(your great-grandkids). i miss you so very much that words can't even begin to describe how much. i have break downs everyday. i dont know if they will ever go away because i was so close to you. no matter what i could call you and you'd be there in a jip to help me, no matter what time it was. even if it was one in the morning and i was scared i knew i could call you and talk to you because you'd still be up. the only thing that makes this easier is knowing that one day i'll see you again in heaven. wait for me at the gates so i can take your hand and walk in with you. i love you so much papa! R.I.P forever! take care of grandma for us! ~Love Always~
Your Kay-Kay
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Mallory Elizabeth Dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Phillip Anthony Houston was a person,, a son,, a father,, a husband,, a papa and most important my Super Hero! he was the apple of my eye and the flame to my candle. he never doubted me and never let me down. He called me "Squirt" and it stuck. I never wanted him to go but hes in a better place with Grandma (his step mom),, Papa Check (his dad),, and Karen (his little sister). Im terribly sad and i cry alot but i know it doesnt compare to how my Nana (his wife) feels right now. She loved him more than a person could EVER love anyone. He was the gratest thing in her life,, even when he was bein grumpy. This was just his temporary home and now hes up in Heaven in his permant home forever and always. I know ill see him again but i cant wait till i do. Hes waiting for me and guarding me at this moment and always will guard me till im there in his arms again. I love you Papa and i ALWAYS will. RIP Phillip Anthony Houston!! Wait for me but ride motocycles while you do!
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Hailey houston posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
papa i wish i could be with you your funeral was one of my worst . but why am i talking about the bad things the good is the is better . when i come to heaven i wanna ride motorcycles (when my mommy isn't looking)! but wait for me at the golden gate please. i wanna hug you again! but it isn't my time yet , but when it is please wait for me! your fav. , hailey
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Kayla Dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
PAPA,
You being gone has really hurt me. It's so hard to go on with my life without you. I had 18 amazing years with you, and i wasn't ready to stop there. I know everything happens for a reason, but i can't help but ask why this happened. November 24, 2009 was a day that changed the rest of my life. Never again will i be able to look a t a school bus, never again will i be able to drive down bates road, never again will i speed or go fast, never again will i like going over hills. This accident has made me realize a lot. It has brought our family closer, but its not complete cuz your not here. We all gather together frequently, but we all know that someone is missing. things aren't the same anymore. we all miss you dearly and wish we could have you back. the song by diamond rio called one more day fits how i feel perfectly. if i could've had one more day with you theres so much i would have done differently. i was planning on coming out and spending the day with you that wednesday but God had different plans for you that tuesday. I just wish that i had more time with you. the time i did have though was very special and it meant a lot to me. I'll never EVER forget those memories we had together. I look at pictures of you and me and can't help but cry. i want you here again so bad that i cant stand it. i wanted you to spend as much time with my kids as you did mine and create some of the same memories i had, but now you cant and knowing that hurts me so bad. i never imagined that would happen to you. i cant wait to see you again papa. meet me at the gates when i come to heaven please. take care of grandma and ill do my best to take care of nana for you. love you! -Kayla.
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anne posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
phillip is soooo missed .ithink the hardest thing is comming home. he is such a big part of our home together. it doesn't feel like home without him.i know we will be together again someday. phillip had such a strong faith he never waivered. once he gave a problem to GOD he forgot about it . i wish icould be so strong .he always had faith it would turn out okay and it did .maybe not the way we expected , but okay. we were so close i not only lost my husband but my best friend as well. we were married so long we had just become apart of each other.now part of me is gone .please sweetheart i am trying to do everything ican to make things as you would want them. iadmired you so much because you always did things the way you wanted.you never worried about what otherpeople thought.you always put everyone on the same level. you never thought you were better than anybody and you never thought anybody was better than you.i loved that about you. iloved most things about you. rest well darling until we meet again . love as ever your annabelle
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Kayla (PAPA CALLED ME KAY-KAY) posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Hey papa, things have been getting harder for me... i know people say things will get easier with time, and they did when i lost grandma, but with you things have gotten worse. i miss u more and more each day. not a day goes by that i dont think of you and miss you like crazy. everything i do somehow reminds me of you. you were such a big part of my life and now that part of my life is gone. its so hard to imagine how long it possibly could be till i see you again.... if i live the expectancy of a woman, that could be 70 years til i see you and that kills me. i hated going a week without seeing you and now ive got to go years and years without seeing you. Nana odered your tomb stone the other day, and its going to be AWESOME!! i know you will love it. i just wish we weren't having to worry about that kinda stuff right now. i know this happened for a reason, and a reason that i wont understand until i come up there with you, but that doesnt make this any easier. i have ahd really bad mood swings since all this cuz i dont know how to deal with this. i never wanted to imagine losing you and everytime i did i couldnt stand it and now im having to deal with it and i cant. i miss u more than anything! i'd do anything and everything to have you back. we have plaque in the bird garden at your house that says " if tears could build a stairway I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home." and i know thats exactly how everyone feels. i hate this papa. i didnt want you to leave me. i need here with me. i graduate in like 4 months... i know your so proud, i just wish u were here to watch me walk across that stage. you'll be there in spirit i know, but thats not the same. theres so many things i would do over if i had the chance. i live in regret. i cant help it. i regret not going out there as often, i regret not calling you everyday. i hope u know how much i loved you. i always told you i loved u when we hung up the phone or if one of us was leaving, but i never took the time to tell u how much i really and truely loved you and how greatful i was to have u as a papa. you were really and truely the best papa any kid could ask for. i think the thing i miss the most is hugging you. nobody hugs like you do.. i miss wrappin my arms around you and squeezing tight. theres a song i found a couple days after the funeral its called if heaven was needing a hero ( anyone reading this should listen to it, it describes my papa PERFECTYL!) it talks about how heaven must have needed you more than we did and how you were a hero and that if we knew it was going to be the last time we were going to hold u we would've held u and not let go.. its sad, but it is perfect for you papa... i know u hated sad sappy songs but this is so right for u. if people had theme songs, that one would be yours definately! i love you and miss you terribly.. im takin care of nana best i can.. you'd be so proud though, shes been stayin by herself a couple times. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAPA!!! may you rest in peace till i see you again!! save me a room in your mansion! LOVE FOREVER & ALWAYS, YOUR LITTLE KAY-KAY!!!
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lindsey dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
MY PAPA, he will be truely missed an he is deaply loved.......it's kept me awake nights wondering Lying in the dark asking why they took him from me I've always been told you won't be called home Until it's your time I guess heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up for what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero like you I remember the last time I saw you you held your head up proud I laughed inside when I saw how you were Standing out in the crowd Your such a part of who I am And now that part will just be void No matter how much I need you now Heaven needed you more You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know
I miss you I know you're in a better place But I wish that I could see your face
I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me I reached for you this morning woke up with empty arms once again it's sinking in how far away you are I still tell you all about my dreams this kitchen's way to quiet you should still be here with me and even though i cry like crazy even though it hurts so bad I’m thankful for the time god gave me even though we couldn't make it last I’m learning how to live without you even though I don't want to and even with you gone love lives on nana always tells me that same story about her stubborn husband and i kept your tshirt the one i used to hate its so funny how its the one thing i just cant throw away well always known there's something missing it will never sink in that your not here an i miss you to much to try to believe it its so hard for me an nana things changed so much when you left i wish we could go back to tha day im so happy i got to spend your last hours with you i know ppl are jealous of that an my letter i have from you but im gonna always cherish it an do the right thing that you wanted me to do well im gonna try my hardest to cause i love you an ill see you when my day comes i love you so much i saw you walking me down the isle an handing me off an being here for me when i became a mom an we know thats far away but still i saw it an now it cant be but i know youll be there even tho i cant see you i know you will be with your hands on me giuding me threw it all.............. love your angel butch fat boy riley an gay otter(dont ask) plus many more nick names you always had a new one that made me laugh so much ily an miss you LINDSEY TAYLOR DUNN
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lindsey dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
MY PAPA, he will be truely missed an he is deaply loved.......it's kept me awake nights wondering Lying in the dark asking why they took him from me I've always been told you won't be called home Until it's your time I guess heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up for what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero like you I remember the last time I saw you you held your head up proud I laughed inside when I saw how you were Standing out in the crowd Your such a part of who I am And now that part will just be void No matter how much I need you now Heaven needed you more You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know
I miss you I know you're in a better place But I wish that I could see your face
I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me I reached for you this morning woke up with empty arms once again it's sinking in how far away you are I still tell you all about my dreams this kitchen's way to quiet you should still be here with me and even though i cry like crazy even though it hurts so bad I’m thankful for the time god gave me even though we couldn't make it last I’m learning how to live without you even though I don't want to and even with you gone love lives on nana always tells me that same story about her stubborn husband and i kept your tshirt the one i used to hate its so funny how its the one thing i just cant throw away well always known there's something missing it will never sink in that your not here an i miss you to much to try to believe it its so hard for me an nana things changed so much when you left i wish we could go back to tha day im so happy i got to spend your last hours with you i know ppl are jealous of that an my letter i have from you but im gonna always cherish it an do the right thing that you wanted me to do well im gonna try my hardest to cause i love you an ill see you when my day comes i love you so much i saw you walking me down the isle an handing me off an being here for me when i became a mom an we know thats far away but still i saw it an now it cant be but i know youll be there even tho i cant see you i know you will be with your hands on me giuding me threw it all.............. love your angel butch fat boy riley an gay otter(dont ask) plus many more nick names you always had a new one that made me laugh so much ily an miss you LINDSEY TAYLOR DUNN
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lindsey dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
PAPA everyone on here talks about how much they miss u an how hard it is to see you go no one could possibly understand what im feeling right now i feel left alone an lost no one else was in the car with us so idk how they could possibly think they feel worse than me no one had to go threw the pain of not just loosing you but the pain from the wreck an seeing you like that im not trying to get attention or try to say i feel worse then them or try an make it sound like its a competition cause its not i know nana is upset an i know shes having a hard time an i feel so bad for her an im trying to be strong but its so hard cause im the one that has to live with the horrible picture in my head of you in the truck i would never want to paint that picture for anyone i wish so badly it didnt happen i wish we could take it back an start that day over i would have made it better then it was idk how i could have tho but i would have said something or done something to prevent that but i know god would have made another way for you to go cause it was your time so im glad he choose me for you to spend it with other than seeing you then lke that i never felt worse then this in my life idk how im going to deal with this my knee is still funny feeling like the nerve in it is an it sometimes hurts an so does my ankle but nothing can compare to the pain in my heart from it all i truely think no one understand what im going threw i wish they could tho but its not liek it would help i really wouldnt want them to hurt like that but they jsut dont understand i have this song i love called love lives on by mallary hope everyone should listen to you it is the best song for you now along with if heaven was needing a hero which kayla found i feel so bad for kayla sometimes i know she was with you longer than i so i know she must feel so bad about loosing you but still she could not have pain that compares to mine i think what if that was kayla in that position........idk what i would do for one i would be alot nicer to her now an 2 i would try to help her through it cause theres no way she is strong enough to handle that if she cant even handle loosing you an not seeing you the way i did you did so much for us all an we love you for that an im glad i was the one with you i think im the only one strong enough to handle seeing all of what i did an im grateful for the time we spent together that day im glad no one else has to deal with what i do i would not be able to see my family go through what i am right now i hold it all in an i think im getting ready to crack soon its hard to keep as much as i have in me locked in side an im hoping it goes away soon so i dont crack on someone i care about this has mad me so angry here lately like making me hate the world an ppl in it an i know thats not what you would want an im trying to make you happy by doing what you would want but just remember i am only 15 :) i love you so much papa love always your baby girl, cupcake :)
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Kayla (PAPA CALLED ME KAY-KAY) posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Dear Papa, I know I keep writing to you like you can read this, even though you cant, but it helps make me feel better sometimes and makes me feel liek I'm talkin to you even though I don't get a reply from you or hear your vioce.it still helps me sometimes. Words can't describe how much i miss you and how much pain I'm in. I feel like I have lost half of me because you were such a big part of my life. My life just is so empty and lonesome sometimes because I think Oh I'm gonna call papa but then i remember Heaven doesn't have a phone number... Even though I wish so so very much they did because no matter how much it cost, I'd pay it if it meant I would be able to hear your voice again. I agree with Lindsey, I know for a fact I wouldn't have been able to handle being in the wreck with you because we were so close, but I can't handle losing you. I miss you so much Papa I just want you back here with us so bad. I know your in a better place and all of us will realize that one day, just right now we all want you with us. I know you would be so happy because I got a job at Cici's, one of your favorite places to eat :) I jsut wish you were here to come visit me at work. Everytime I'm there workin I always wish that you would come walkin thru those doors and givin me a hard time... I would take my old life back with you in it in a heart beat... even if it meant i had to give up everything i had cuz now i realize how important people are and how little other things mean. I know you knew I loved you but I don't know if i ever told you how much i really did love you and appreciated everything you did for me... gosh papa you were like my dad... you did everything for me no matter what. We had such a special relationship because I'm the oldest and first born and i wouldn't trade that or give that to anyone. i have the best stories and memories with you that anyone could EVER ask for. I've done so much in the first 18 years of my life with you than some people have done in their whole life. I truely had THE WORLD'S BEST PAPA anyone could EVER IN A MILLION BA-ZILLION years ask for. I want you back so bad papa i cant take it. everyone told me time heals everything but it really has gotten harder for me. each day i miss you more and more than the one before. I sit in class and think about you. sometimes i even space out and its like i go back in time to things we did, like our firday night dinners and dollar tree trips, we had such a blast. Everytime i see a school bus, a dodge pickup truck, or even a wreck i cringe up and it brings back bad memories. i just wish so bad i could have had 18 more years with you. i know God has a plan for everyone and his plan for me was to lose the person that i loved and meant so much to during a really special time. i feel like my senior year is such a blur cuz i don't remember anything about school since november. i dont even like going to school cuz thats where i got part of the bad news. every once in a while i get that bad feeling i had when rob told me you were gone and i cant bare it. i was shakin and so sick to my stomach when he told me that and i couldn't breath. PAPA I MISS YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T STAND IT!!!! i want you home again. i know i can do all the hoping and wishing i want cuz it wont change things, but that still doesn't keep me from doin it. I do my best to take care of nana for you, but i have such big shoes to fill... you were so good to her. i think you would be proud of me tho cuz i have been takin care of her, and im movin out there in May after graduation and im going to live with her til i graduate college, i just wish you were there to! Well I love you very very much papa, dont you EVER forget that!!! Until we meet again in Heaven ... Dont forget to be waiting for me(Since you know now when my time is you better be the first person that comes running to me cuz your gonna be who i look for!) LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS PAPA!!!! Love your little Kay Kay :)
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anne posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
phillip i am going to bertrum next week . i am excited to walk back through our wedding and our early years together its our aniversary i feel i have to, i need this so much. rob is going with me i hope he appreciates what i am sharing with him..how i wish it was you.just like we planned. God said he would not put more on us than we could bear.didn"t he know what this woyld do to me? didn"t he know?oh baby i hurt i hurt so bad .all those people who keep saying it will get better with time never had to cope with losig their knight in shining armor,their prience the love of their life their everything.i know you will be with me in spirit. i cherish all the memories we made. you left behind qoite a legacy, so long for now MY sweet prience.
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Kayla posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
papa, this is so hard without you :( i started college this week. i know you would be so proud of me. you were always proud of everything i did. i think you would be proud of me cuz i have been helping my friend i work with. her papa died sunday they think from a heart attack. from wat she says it sounds like her and nana have a lot in common with how much they both hurt but i think she might be a little more crazy than nana lol we all miss you like crazy papa. i wish so bad this never happened. if i could have ONE wish in life it would be to bring my papa, my hero, and my gaurdian angel back home to us. i know everyone wishes the same. i cant wait to see you in heaven one day. i cant wait to run to you and hug and kiss you. i miss wrappin my arms around you and playin with your pony tail and touchin your tummy and ridin the indian with you and you callin me kay kay. nobody but you called me that and i havent heard it in so long :( i've tried to be so strong lately but its finally gettin to me. your all i have thoght about lately. i try to stay strong for my friend kelsey who lost her papa. i told her talkin about it helps. im glad i have someone to talk to and tell them how my experience went. both of ours are pretty similar. but i dont think anyone could be as close to their papa as i was to you. you were my hero and always will be. i hate that you had to go home so early and leave us all behind here but we will see you again one day and we will rejoice. rest in peace til i see you again. we'll have us a big party in your great big mansion and walk the streets of gold together :) save me a room up there please!
never forgotten i promise!
i love you times infinity papa!!!
-your kay-kay.
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kayla posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Papa,
it's less than two weeks away from my birthday. its so hard to think you wont be here to celebrate with me. i miss you like crazy. its gettin tougher and tougher cuz its gettin close to all the holidays and the 1 year mark. its killin me not able to speak to you, kiss you, hug you, laugh with you, everything! i miss you so much i just want you back here with us. i know your in a better place now with Jesus, but i want you here so bad! i'd give anything to have you back. i hate that this had to happen to you and our family. poor nana is gettin worse and worse. i really worry about here cuz i couldn't live without her. losin you was hard enough, she is the only grandparent i have left. i never imagined not having you around. i never wanted to think of the day when i lost you. i hate how soon this had to come. i wish i would've been at least able to say bye and tell you i love you and give you a big hug and kiss. i miss those.
the weird thing is that the morning of the day you passed, i was gettin ready for school, and this strange feeling came over me that this thanksgiving was gonna be weird. i didnt think anything about it cuz i thought it was just because we didnt have grandma comin i anymore... little did i know that i was far from bein right. when lindsey called me i knew somethin was wrong. i knew you werent ok cuz if you were then you would've called nana or rob. i freaked out. i prayed so hard that just wasnt enough. when rob called me saying you didnt make it, i didnt wanna believe it. i screamed no for a good 5 minutes. i couldnt breath and i almost threw up. i just wanted you here with us, i wasnt ready to say bye, i wasnt ready to let you go.
the funeral and the burial was the hardest thing i've ever had to do! it was so beautiful and everything you would've wanted. i want you back here so bad papa. i look at your pictures and remember our memories, but thats not enough. I WANT YOU!
save me a spot in heaven next to you!
til we meet again one day, rest in peace!
your never forgotten, but dearly missed and loved!
-kay-kay!
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anne posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
sweetheart it is coming upon a year since that horrible accident that took you from us .Oh God baby i relive it everyday .I struggle through all of it somehow.I take comfort in all the wonderful memories of our life together.I know this is just the first chapter of our life we have many more to write.i know we will have eternity I can hardly wait to see you again. i pray for our whole family to be reunited in heaven.When i close my eyes here i know i will open them to see you and our Lord.How wonderful it must be to talk to Jesus in person and ask him about all the things you want to know.I know heck and pauline were glad to see you.Bet they were surprized! You always did like surprizes.I am learning to get by till i see you somedays better than others. you are always my frist and last thought. see you when i get home love you your annabelle
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kayla posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Papa, I miss u like crazy. My birthday was last week and it was so hard not havin u here to celebrate with me. Its gettin harder n harder again cuz that awful day is comin soon. O how I wish that hadn't happened, I can wish and hope all I want but that doesn't change it. I wish there would've been somethin I could've done to save u cuz everyone much rather have u here with them. I love u sweet papa. See u on the other side one day! Keep my room in ur mansion lookin good! Love u, your the best papa in the world, love always your kay kay
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kayla posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Papa, I can't believe its been a year since you passed. It has been THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE!! I could never imagine my life without you and now I have had to, I wasn't given a choice. I want you with me so bad I can't stand it! I ask why you why did u have to go! I sometimes have anger because I want u so bad. There are things happening in my life that I wish I could talk to youj about but I can't :( I can barely breath cuz I cry so hard because I miss you like crazy! I can't even begin to describe how much I miss you today! I dread tomorrow at 3:11 cuz that's when I got the phone call from lindsey :( I will never be the same person because part of me is mssing.. you.. your in heaven and I'm on earth, I just want to hear your voice. I wish heaven had a phone so I could at least talk to you. I can't help but cry and cry I want you so bad papa!! This is really killin me bad!! I can't stand it any longer I just wanna wake up from this awful nightmare and it all be over n me with u. Rip!
K
Kayla posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Papa! O how i miss you so very much! I cant believe its going on 2 years since I last saw you, hugged you, kissed you, or talked to you! I feel like my whole world is crashing down. I need you here to hold me and tell me its all gonna be ok! I have had to go through some really tough situatuions since you passed. Its hard being tough. Can you believe our little Mallory starts high school tomorrow! It is just breakin my heart that she is growing up so fast. hollis is precious, I wish you were here to meet him.. he has your grin and its so cute! we all miss you like crazy and want you back with us. we celebrated your birthday at Ricardo's. it was a fun family time, just wish you were there with us. I love you and miss you papa and i think about you often. keep guiding me and protecting me and keep my spot reserved right next to you! Ill see you at the gates of Heaven when its my time to enter! i love you dearly! XOXOXOXOXOX
K
Kayla Dunn posted a condolence
Thursday, May 12, 0001
Papa, Today marks 2 years since you were suddenly called to heaven. We all miss you so much its not funny. I hate the thought of continuing my life without you. I know that death is a part of life but i hate it! I used to get sick at the thought of losing you and then November 24, 2009 my worst nightmare came true. i regret not going and spending as much time with you as i should have. i miss you so bad that i cant stand it. i would do absolutely anything just to have you back, even just for one more day. that one day i would do nothing but lay by your side and do whatever you wanted it. I wish i would have got to say bye to you and make sure you knew exactly how much i loved you. I kow you knew how much i loved you, but i never actually told you exactly how much i appreciated every single thing you've done for me my whole life. from the smallest thing such as taking me out to eat ice cream to the biggest thing such as buyinh me a car. you definately earned your title as the worlds best papa! everything you did for me was always out of love! you definately spoiled me rotten i have to admit! and now i have nobody to do that :( i wish i could just hug you one last time, kiss you one last time, tell you i love you one last time, go shopping one last time, go out to dinner one last time, laugh together one last time.... i guess what i'm saying is i just wish for you back! i know thats selfish of me because you are way better off in heaven than we are here on earth, but this hurt is no fun. i have a whole in my heart and it will be there the rest of my life til we meet again. nobody will ever amount to the kind of special relationship we had! i miss you soooooo very much!!!
